Wednesday, July 25, 2007

Que Eerie Music

Um yeah


No blood at all except after sex and that wasn't even enough to use anything with. I wiped, it was gone. Today, nothing.

I am 14DPO today. I should have gotten my period today. My temp went back up.

What the (pardon the expression) fuck is going on?

I feel cramps, mild. I have a headache, I've had it for about 4 days now-also mild. I feel dizzy from time to time--I've had vertigo before but this is different-ish. I feel full and bloated and right now, like I wanna puke. But I don't feel nauseous per se, just ugh. That could be just because I ate (but all I had was a small slice of french bread pizza and some fruit).

But I am pretty sure I'm getting a negative on any pg test I take. There must be something wrong with me then. And still a whole month until I get to see the OB/GYN. Who woulda thought I'd want to go to to a doctor??


Geez, I wish I had some answers. I refuse to test again until at least Friday. What's the point if I am going to see a stark white BFN again? I will assume either a) I didn't really O (totally possible) b) I have some type of luteal cyst which is extending my LP c) something is really really really wrong...

Right now, I am betting on c, because I am such an optimist.


Alicia said...

Keep the faith sweetie. Take it one day at a time. It could be as simple as stress from all of this TTC could be your body is still adjusting to running it's own course without meds (I know it's been quite a while since you went off of bc, but it can take a while to become regular again)or it could be a little miracle. Just keep yourself and your emotions in check. Try (as hard as it may be) to sit back and relax until Friday. If no AF, test, test, test!

Cathy said...

Nothing you can do but wait it out, unfortunately.

Hope you get some resolution soon - any answer is better than no answer.